i was literally staring at my dashboard, cursing at myself that i forgot to add your screenname to my buddylist last night, and i was gonna come here and ask you for it, so i refreshed the page and your link was right there waiting for me, its a sign!
oh rearryyyyy? well glad you cursed yo’selfff for not saving desmondsnewsn after our very “earthy” conversation. offended!
the waste of words continues with a stunning persistence as the waiter runs by carrying the loaded tray for all the wise white boys who laugh at us. no matter. no matter, as long as your shoes are tied and nobody is walking too close behind. just being able to scratch yourself and be nonchalant is victory enough. those constipated minds that seek larger meaning will be dispatched with the other garbage. back off. if there is light it will find you.
all I’ve ever known are whores, ex-prostitutes,
madwomen. I see men with quiet,
I see them in the supermarkets,
I see them walking down the streets together,
I see them in their apartments: people at
peace, living together. I know that their
peace is only partial, but there is
peace, often hours and days of peace.
all I’ve ever known are pill freaks, alcoholics,
whores, ex-prostitutes, madwomen.
when one leaves
worse than her predecessor.
I see so many men with quiet clean girls in
girls with faces that are not wolverine or
“don’t ever bring a whore around,” I tell my
few friends, “I’ll fall in love with her.”
“you couldn’t stand a good woman, Bukowski.”
I need a good woman. I need a good woman
more than I need this typewriter, more than
I need my automobile, more than I need
Mozart; I need a good woman so badly that I
can taste her in the air, I can feel her
at my fingertips, I can see sidewalks built
for her feet to walk upon,
I can see pillows for her head,
I can feel my waiting laughter,
I can see her petting a cat,
I can see her sleeping,
I can see her slippers on the floor.
I know that she exists
but where is she upon this earth
as the whores keep finding me?
recording a few songs for an EP sampler hopefully ready by the end of the month. Hopefully starting on the actual EP this month. Looking at vans right now, because playing out of area this summer really weighs on transportation resolution. We’re playing a show this month with the Greenery and Azariah at EHS, then next month we have a show in the city that we really need everyone to come out and support at.